Unity

I felt the Spirit of the living God today. During the banquet, seeing the service as well as the unity of the church, I truly was blessed. The sanctity of the union between sisters and brothers not because our love but the love of God was something that was almost chilling. I was burning up in there. I was truly inspired to serve and to love.

Tomorrow would be a depressing day. It would reiterate the idea that I'm still single, still waiting. But God has made me His. Looking back through this year, His love for me was abundant. Why wouldn't it be the same this year too? So I'll continue to wait. If it never comes, I'll be fine. The love of the Lord fills my brokenness and forgives me when I tell Him to wait or tell Him that He isn't good enough. When I truly submerge myself into His arms, it's bliss; heaven and clouds cannot be the expression of that intimate love that He provides. I want to jump back in and never come out.
Please God let me do so. Valentine's day will be spent with You and only You.